
We Were Liars
Seventeen-year-old Cadence Sinclair belongs to a wealthy family who summers on their private island. After suffering a mysterious accident, she struggles with memory loss and migraines. As she returns to the island, fragmented memories begin surfacing about her cousins Johnny and Mirren, her love interest Gat, and a terrible incident. This psychological thriller explores themes of privilege, family dysfunction, and the lies we tell ourselves, building to a shocking revelation that reframes everything readers thought they knew about the story.
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- 1. Be a little kinder than you have to.
- 2. We are liars. We are beautiful and privileged. We are cracked and broken.
- 3. Silence is a protective coating over pain.
Chapter 1 The Golden Summer That Shattered Everything
Cadence Sinclair Eastman belongs to a family that collects treasures and beautiful things, a family whose wealth flows like the tide around their private island off Martha's Vineyard. Beechwood Island represents everything the Sinclairs hold dear: tradition, beauty, and the kind of old money that whispers rather than shouts. Every summer, three generations gather in their respective houses scattered across the island, creating a constellation of privilege that seems untouchable by the outside world.
The island itself becomes a character in Cadence's story, with its rocky shores, wild roses, and the grand Clairmont house that stands like a monument to family legacy. Here, among the salt air and endless blue horizons, Cadence has spent fifteen summers of her life, each one blending into a dreamlike sequence of tennis matches, sailing expeditions, and family dinners where conversation flows as smoothly as expensive wine.
But summer fifteen marks a turning point that will fracture everything Cadence thought she knew about her family and herself. The golden veneer of perfection begins to crack when her grandfather Harris, the family patriarch, starts making pointed comments about his will and the future of the island. The three Sinclair daughters—Cadence's mother Penny, along with aunts Carrie and Bess—begin circling like elegant sharks, each positioning their children as the rightful heirs to the Sinclair fortune.
Cadence finds herself caught between these adult machinations and her own coming-of-age struggles. At fifteen, she's old enough to sense the undercurrents of tension but too young to fully understand the complex web of family politics that threatens to tear apart everything she's ever known. The other young people on the island—her cousins Johnny and Mirren, along with Gat, the nephew of Carrie's boyfriend—become her closest allies in navigating this increasingly treacherous emotional landscape.
The four teenagers form their own exclusive group, calling themselves the Liars, though the irony of this name won't become clear until much later. They spend their days exploring the island's hidden corners, sharing secrets and dreams that feel too big for the confines of their privileged world. Cadence begins to see Gat differently that summer, noticing the way sunlight catches in his dark hair and how his laugh seems to carry the promise of adventures beyond the island's shores.
Yet even as young love blooms, darker currents flow beneath the surface of this seeming paradise. The adults' conversations grow more heated behind closed doors, and Cadence catches fragments of arguments about money, inheritance, and who truly deserves to carry on the Sinclair name. Her grandfather's health becomes a source of constant worry, adding urgency to these family tensions.
The island that once felt like a sanctuary begins to feel more like a beautiful prison, where tradition and expectation weigh heavily on young shoulders. Cadence starts experiencing headaches that seem to come from nowhere, sharp pains that cut through her consciousness like warnings of something terrible approaching. The golden summer that should have been filled with lazy days and innocent romance instead becomes the beginning of a mystery that will haunt her for years to come.
As the summer progresses, Cadence finds herself struggling with gaps in her memory, moments that seem to slip away like sand through her fingers. The island's beauty remains constant—the way morning light dances on the water, the sound of waves against the dock, the smell of salt and wild roses—but something fundamental has shifted. The paradise of her childhood is transforming into something more complex and dangerous, setting the stage for revelations that will shatter everything she believes about her family and herself.
Chapter 2 Fragments of Memory and the Weight of Silence
Two years have passed since that fateful summer fifteen, but for Cadence, time has become a fractured thing, full of holes and missing pieces that refuse to be filled. She returns to Beechwood Island at seventeen, carrying with her a collection of prescription bottles and a head full of static where clear memories should be. The accident—because that's what everyone calls it, "the accident"—has left her fundamentally changed, though the details remain frustratingly out of reach.
The family treats her like delicate china now, speaking in careful tones and watching her with worried eyes. Her mother Penny has become especially protective, monitoring Cadence's medication schedule and insisting on regular check-ins with doctors who speak in clinical terms about traumatic brain injuries and recovery timelines. But no amount of medical expertise can restore what Cadence has lost: the clear, sharp memories of what happened during those final days of summer fifteen.
What she does remember comes in fragments—the smell of smoke, the sound of breaking glass, the feeling of cold water against her skin. These pieces float in her consciousness like debris from a shipwreck, refusing to form a coherent picture. The headaches that plagued her that summer have intensified, sometimes striking with such force that she has to retreat to darkened rooms and wait for the pain to subside.
The island itself seems different upon her return, though she can't quite put her finger on what has changed. Clairmont, her grandfather's grand house, stands empty and somehow smaller than she remembered. Her cousins Johnny and Mirren greet her with hugs that feel forced, their smiles not quite reaching their eyes. Most notably absent is Gat, whose presence she remembers as being central to that golden summer before everything went wrong.
When Cadence asks about Gat, the responses she receives are vague and unsatisfying. "He's not coming this summer," becomes the standard reply, delivered with the kind of finality that discourages further questions. But Cadence's memories of him are among the few that remain vivid—his laugh, the way he challenged her assumptions about the world, the flutter of first love that made everything seem possible.
The absence of clear answers about what happened drives Cadence to begin her own investigation into the events of summer fifteen. She searches through old emails and text messages, finding gaps in her digital footprint that correspond to the holes in her memory. Her family's reluctance to discuss that summer only intensifies her determination to uncover the truth, even as the effort exhausts her and triggers more headaches.
Dr. Meadows, one of her many specialists, explains that trauma can affect memory in unpredictable ways, that sometimes the mind protects itself by burying experiences too painful to process. But this clinical explanation feels insufficient to Cadence, who senses that her family's silence goes beyond mere concern for her health. There's something they're not telling her, something important enough to warrant this collective conspiracy of omission.
As she explores the island with her limited energy, Cadence begins to notice other changes. Certain areas seem off-limits now, and some of the smaller buildings that she remembered from childhood appear to have been renovated or removed entirely. The island's landscape feels edited somehow, as if someone has carefully curated what remains visible and what has been erased.
The other members of her family continue their summer routines—tennis matches, sailing expeditions, elaborate dinners—but there's a performative quality to these activities now, as if everyone is playing roles in a production where Cadence has forgotten her lines. She feels like a stranger in her own family, watching from the outside as life continues around her without truly including her in its deeper currents.
Most frustrating of all is the way conversations stop when she enters a room, the way glances are exchanged over her head, the careful editing of stories about previous summers. Cadence realizes that in losing her memories, she's also lost her place in the family narrative. She's become an outsider to her own life, and the only way back in is through the door of truth that everyone seems determined to keep locked.
Chapter 3 The Return of the Liars and Dangerous Revelations
Summer seventeen brings an unexpected gift when Gat returns to Beechwood Island, along with Johnny and Mirren, reuniting the group that once called themselves the Liars. For Cadence, seeing Gat again feels like watching a favorite movie after suffering amnesia—familiar yet strange, comforting yet unsettling. He's taller now, his features sharpened by the passage of time, but his eyes hold the same intensity that made her fifteen-year-old heart race.
The reunion of the four cousins initially feels forced, like actors returning to a stage where they once performed a different play. Johnny seems more serious than Cadence remembers, his boyish humor replaced by something more guarded. Mirren maintains her trademark wit, but there's an edge to her jokes now, a brittleness that suggests deeper wounds. And Gat—Gat watches Cadence with a mixture of tenderness and something that might be fear, as if she's a puzzle he's afraid to solve.
Despite the awkwardness of their reunion, the four quickly fall back into their old patterns of exploration and adventure. They commandeer boats for midnight sailing expeditions, raid the kitchens of various family houses for impromptu picnics, and claim secret spots around the island as their exclusive territory. But underneath these familiar activities, Cadence senses currents of knowledge that the others share and she lacks.
It becomes clear that Johnny, Mirren, and Gat remember everything about summer fifteen, while Cadence exists in a frustrating fog of partial recollection. When she presses them for details about what happened, their responses are carefully crafted, offering just enough information to seem helpful while avoiding any real substance. "You hit your head," they tell her. "You were in the water." "It was an accident." These fragments feel insufficient, like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle with the most important sections missing.
As the summer progresses, Cadence begins to experience moments of clarity that feel like gifts from her subconscious mind. Standing in certain locations on the island triggers flashes of memory—the sound of her grandfather's voice raised in anger, the sight of flames against the night sky, the feeling of making a decision that seemed monumentally important at the time. These fragments don't yet form a complete picture, but they suggest that the truth is more complex than a simple swimming accident.
The family dynamics that troubled her during summer fifteen have only intensified in her absence. Her grandfather Harris has grown more frail, and the competition between his three daughters for inheritance has become more obvious and desperate. Cadence overhears heated discussions about selling parts of the island, about who deserves what share of the family fortune, about the responsibilities that come with carrying the Sinclair name.
Gat, as the only non-family member among the Liars, provides a unique perspective on these wealthy family struggles. His background is more modest, and he doesn't hesitate to point out the absurdities and privileges that the Sinclairs take for granted. His presence among them has always been slightly awkward, tolerated because of his connection to Carrie's boyfriend but never fully accepted as truly belonging to their world.
During one of their late-night conversations, Gat reveals some of what Cadence has forgotten about their relationship during summer fifteen. They had grown close, closer than cousins and friends typically do, sharing dreams about the future and criticisms of their families' expectations. But there's something he's not telling her about how that relationship ended, some crucial detail that he deflects whenever she asks directly.
The island itself continues to feel different to Cadence, and she begins to realize that some of the changes aren't just in her perception. Certain buildings that she remembers from childhood are simply gone, and when she asks about them, the adults give vague explanations about renovations and updates. The landscape has been altered in ways that seem deliberate, as if someone has been carefully editing the physical environment to match the edited version of events that everyone insists on telling.
Most unsettling of all is Cadence's growing certainty that the other Liars are protecting her from something, that their careful monitoring of conversations and their reluctance to leave her alone stem from more than concern for her health. She begins to suspect that whatever happened during summer fifteen wasn't just an accident that affected her—it was something that involved all of them, something that has bound them together in a conspiracy of silence that she can't yet understand.
Chapter 4 Love, Privilege, and the Weight of Family Expectations
As Cadence's memories begin to return in larger, more coherent pieces, she starts to understand the complex emotional landscape that dominated summer fifteen. Her relationship with Gat wasn't just a teenage crush—it was a serious romance that challenged everything her family believed about appropriate matches and social boundaries. The Sinclairs, for all their liberal political rhetoric, revealed themselves to be deeply conservative when it came to protecting their bloodline and fortune.
The memory of her grandfather's reaction to her relationship with Gat comes back with painful clarity. Harris Sinclair, the family patriarch who prided himself on his progressive values and charitable giving, couldn't hide his discomfort with his granddaughter's romantic attachment to someone from outside their social sphere. His objections weren't stated directly—the Sinclairs were too sophisticated for overt prejudice—but his meaning was clear in the way he questioned Gat's college plans, his family background, his long-term prospects.
Cadence remembers now how this disapproval felt like a betrayal of everything she'd been taught about her family's values. The Sinclairs donated money to diversity initiatives and spoke eloquently about social justice at dinner parties, but when faced with the prospect of that diversity entering their family through marriage, their true feelings emerged. The hypocrisy stung more than outright hostility would have, because it forced Cadence to confront the gap between her family's public image and their private convictions.
The pressure on Cadence during summer fifteen came from multiple directions. Her mother Penny, locked in her own battle with her sisters for her father's approval and inheritance, couldn't afford to have her daughter make waves by choosing an inappropriate partner. The family's unity was already strained by financial tensions and sibling rivalries; Cadence's romance with Gat threatened to introduce another source of conflict that none of them could afford.
Gat himself was acutely aware of his position as an outsider looking in on this world of inherited wealth and entitlement. He challenged Cadence to examine her own privilege, to recognize the ways that her family's fortune was built on systems that excluded and exploited others. These conversations, which felt intellectually stimulating and romantically charged at fifteen, also planted seeds of doubt about the foundation of everything Cadence had taken for granted.
The other Liars—Johnny and Mirren—found themselves caught between loyalty to Cadence and awareness of the family tensions her relationship was creating. As cousins competing for the same inheritance, they couldn't afford to appear supportive of anything that might threaten the family's stability. Yet they also cared about Cadence and could see how the pressure was affecting her mental and physical health.
The headaches that began that summer weren't just random medical symptoms—they were her body's response to the impossible position she found herself in. Loving Gat meant choosing him over her family's approval. Staying loyal to her family meant abandoning someone who had helped her see herself and her world more clearly. At fifteen, this felt like a choice that would define the rest of her life.
As these memories return, Cadence also recalls the growing desperation among the adults as Harris's health declined and his intentions regarding his will remained unclear. The three houses on the island—Clairmont, Windemere, and Red Gate—represented more than just summer homes; they were symbols of status and security that each daughter felt entitled to claim. The competition between Penny, Carrie, and Bess intensified as they realized that their father's decisions about inheritance would determine their children's futures.
Within this context, Cadence's relationship with Gat became more than just a teenage romance—it became a symbol of whether the next generation of Sinclairs would maintain the family's traditional boundaries or open themselves to change. The weight of representing her entire generation's values felt enormous to a fifteen-year-old girl who simply wanted to be with the boy she loved.
The island that had always been Cadence's sanctuary began to feel like a prison where every action was scrutinized and every choice carried consequences far beyond her understanding. The beautiful isolation that made Beechwood Island perfect for family gatherings also made it impossible to escape the constant pressure of family expectations and disappointments. Summer fifteen became a crucible where all these tensions would ultimately combust, leading to the event that everyone now refers to only as "the accident."
Chapter 5 The Truth Behind the Beautiful Lies
The truth, when it finally crystallizes in Cadence's mind, arrives not as a gentle revelation but as a devastating avalanche of memory that threatens to bury her under its weight. She remembers now what the family has been protecting her from, what the other Liars have been carrying as their shared burden for two years. There was no swimming accident. There was no head injury from falling off a dock. The gap in her memory wasn't caused by trauma from an unfortunate mishap—it was her mind's way of protecting itself from the knowledge of what she and the other Liars had done.
The plan had seemed so righteous at the time, born from their frustration with the adults' endless bickering over inheritance and their disgust with the family's hypocrisy. Cadence, Johnny, Mirren, and Gat had watched their elders tear each other apart over money while maintaining facades of loving unity during family dinners. They had listened to conversations about who deserved what share of Harris's fortune, which grandchild showed the most promise, which daughter had made the most sacrifices for the family.
The idea to burn down Clairmont came from their shared belief that destroying the symbol of family wealth would force everyone to focus on what truly mattered. Without the grand house to fight over, without the physical representation of Harris's legacy to divide among his daughters, perhaps the family could rediscover the love that had been buried under layers of greed and competition. It was an idealistic plan conceived by teenagers who believed that dramatic gestures could solve complex problems.
They had planned it carefully, waiting until late at night when the house was empty, ensuring that no one would be hurt in the blaze. They doused rooms with gasoline taken from the boats, creating a pattern that would engulf the building quickly but give them time to escape. The fire was supposed to be their gift to the family—a radical reset that would free everyone from the toxic dynamics that the house represented.
But Cadence remembers now what went wrong, why her mind buried these memories so deeply that two years of medical treatment couldn't retrieve them. In their careful planning, they had forgotten about the family dogs—Fatima and Prince Albert—who had been sleeping in the house that night. The animals' panicked barking as the fire spread had sent Cadence running back into the burning building, desperate to save them from the flames they had created.
The smoke inhalation that knocked her unconscious wasn't from a swimming accident—it was from her desperate attempt to rescue the dogs from their burning house. She had managed to save Fatima, carrying the terrified animal outside before collapsing from the smoke. But Prince Albert, older and more frightened, had hidden somewhere in the house where she couldn't find him. The sound of his final whimpers, barely audible over the roar of flames, was the last thing Cadence remembered before losing consciousness.
Johnny, Mirren, and Gat had pulled her from the building and gotten her to safety, but they couldn't save Prince Albert. The beloved family pet had died in the fire they set, and the weight of that unintended consequence had crushed something essential in all of them. Their idealistic plan to heal their family had instead added another layer of tragedy and guilt to the legacy they had tried to escape.
The story of the swimming accident was a collective fiction created to protect Cadence from the knowledge of what she had participated in and to shield the family from scandal. Harris used his wealth and influence to ensure that the fire was officially attributed to an electrical fault, that no investigation would reveal the truth about how Clairmont really burned. The other Liars agreed to maintain the lie, understanding that exposing the truth would destroy not just their own futures but the family they had tried to save.
For two years, Johnny, Mirren, and Gat have carried this secret, watching Cadence struggle with her recovery while knowing that her amnesia was perhaps a mercy. They have lived with the knowledge that their attempt to heal their family had instead caused irreparable harm, that their noble intentions had led to the death of an innocent creature and the near-death of their friend.
As these memories flood back, Cadence understands why her family has been so protective, why conversations stop when she enters rooms, why certain areas of the island seem to have been carefully altered. They haven't just been protecting her from the truth—they've been protecting themselves from having to relive the night that changed everything. The beautiful lies they've constructed around her accident have become the foundation for a new version of their family story, one where they can maintain their sense of themselves as good people despite the evidence to the contrary.
Chapter 6 When Paradise Burns and Nothing Remains the Same
The final revelation hits Cadence like a physical blow, bringing with it the understanding that her recovered memories, devastating as they are, still don't tell the complete story. As she sits with the knowledge of the fire, of Prince Albert's death, of the elaborate fiction constructed around her accident, she realizes there's one more layer of truth that she hasn't yet been able to face. The other Liars—Johnny, Mirren, and Gat—haven't just been carrying the secret of what happened that night. They've been carrying something far worse.
They're dead. All three of them died in the fire two years ago, and Cadence has been talking to their ghosts, conjuring their presence through the sheer force of her guilt and her desperate need for their forgiveness. The family's careful protection of her has included allowing her to believe that her friends had simply been absent from the island, that their awkward behavior was due to shared guilt rather than the fact that they existed only in her traumatized mind.
The truth unfolds like a nightmare in reverse: while Cadence was running into the burning house to save the dogs, Johnny, Mirren, and Gat had realized that the fire was spreading faster than they had anticipated. They went back into Clairmont not to escape but to try to control the blaze, to prevent it from spreading to other buildings on the island. They died trying to contain the destruction they had created, their bodies found in what remained of the house after the fire department finally extinguished the flames.
Cadence survived because she had collapsed outside the building after saving Fatima. Her unconscious body was found by the first responders, leading to the carefully constructed story about a swimming accident that would explain her injuries without revealing what had really happened. The smoke inhalation had caused both her physical symptoms and the traumatic amnesia that had protected her from knowing that she was the sole survivor of their idealistic plot.
For two years, her family has watched her carry on conversations with people who weren't there, has listened to her talk about spending time with cousins who existed only in her memory. They had consulted with doctors who explained that this kind of hallucination wasn't uncommon in cases of severe trauma, that confronting her with the truth too early could cause additional psychological damage. So they waited, hoping that her mind would heal enough to accept reality on its own terms.
The island itself becomes a different place once Cadence understands the truth. The careful alterations she noticed weren't just renovations—they were attempts to remove physical reminders of what had been lost. The empty spaces where buildings once stood, the edited conversations about previous summers, the way certain areas seemed off-limits all make sense now as part of her family's effort to help her heal without forcing her to confront the magnitude of her loss.
Standing in the place where Clairmont once stood, now just a cleared patch of land overlooking the water, Cadence finally allows herself to mourn not just for the cousins she loved but for the version of herself who had believed that grand gestures could solve complex problems. The fire had indeed reset her family's dynamics, but not in the way she and the other Liars had intended. Instead of bringing them together through shared loss of material wealth, it had united them in shared grief and the terrible knowledge of what idealism could cost.
Her grandfather Harris, far from being chastened by the loss of his grand house, had become more generous in his final years, perhaps understanding that his grandsons' and granddaughter's deaths were a price too high for any inheritance dispute. The family's competition over money seemed petty now in the face of such devastating loss, and they had begun to find their way back to genuine love for each other—though it was a love now seasoned with sorrow and regret.
The headaches that had plagued Cadence weren't just symptoms of her physical injuries—they were her mind's way of trying to process a truth too painful to accept. As she finally allows herself to remember everything, to face the full consequences of that night, the pain in her head begins to ease for the first time in two years. The truth is devastating, but it's also liberating in its terrible completeness.
In the end, Cadence understands that the beautiful lies her family told weren't just about protecting her—they were about protecting themselves from having to watch her relive their shared tragedy. She realizes that healing doesn't come from forgetting or from constructing prettier versions of painful truths, but from learning to carry the weight of what really happened and finding ways to honor the memory of those who can't carry it themselves. The island that was once her paradise has become something else entirely: a place where love and loss intertwine so completely that they become impossible to separate, where the price of idealism has been paid in full, and where the survivors must learn to live with both the beauty and the terrible cost of their privileged world.